Im aiden, im gay and single and fed up....

You see I have this annoying habbit of falling for straight guys, the most annoying thing is i almost always manage to pull them its making them actually see me thats proving difficult. Im this young flirty confident guy that the straight boys play with....

But Im lonely, and my chest hurts.... I want to be seen...I want to be wanted to be loved, like everyone else in the world.

I dont expect some knight in shining armor I just want someone to love me for me not for this mask of confidence i show.

Ive always felt like a freak show since i was a kid nothing i did mattered i was the joke of the family (still am) i fail at almost everything i do.

why can't he love me...